I've always felt such a similarity with your posts and feelings toward wanting to have a family, JRG. I actually envy you that you reached to the point where you knew EXACTLY what you wanted and took action. I hope you will come back here and report when you find somebody you love and have a family you've always wanted.
To your happiness!
Early-on I saw the similarity in our stories too.
At some point you too will make the internal decision that will lead you to know exactly what you want. It will happen with time.
To OUR happiness!
Me:38, Wife:36 M:8 T:13 No kids Bomb:3/10/13 W moved out:3/30/13 Started D paperwork: 10/14/13 D final: 12/30/13 To a future of love and happiness...