Originally Posted By: labug
... over the time that H was on his walkabout (thanks, RT).

^^^ smile Love it.


Originally Posted By: labug
Here's what I noticed about me, where my work is. A few things happened during the evening that made me want to fix. (almost like made me want to use, huh?) When H arrived he looked either unhappy or in pain. I asked "Are you OK?" he said yes but I could feel the "I have to make this better anxiety" creeping in...but I am present enough now to ask myself, what is this I'm feeling, is it mine to do anything about it?

My answers: I'm feeling anxiety for no reason because he said he's fine. If he's not fine, it's his unless he asks for my help. And no matter how he's feeling, it doesn't have to change how I'm feeling.

Bam! I sat down and continued to enjoy the peace and White Christmas.

Awesome! I am in that EXACT same place of awareness. I am noticing the how my 180 on these minor sitch's have really positively affected not only myself but W as well.


Happy New Year! You continue to inspire me and I just luv ya for it!


Me(F):40 WAW:44
T:13yrs M:9yrs
BD:2/12 (I saw a text)
ILYBINILWY: 5/12
PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11)
S:2/13
Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13
W moves home to R: 10/13