Another day, Another Opportunity

[NoMoreMistakes]

Three months since W moved out and less than a week from finalization. It feels like its been much longer. I went back and read some of my journals, I just noticed how hard I was trying to hold on and how much pressure there was. How going 2 hours NC was so difficult and now weeks seems normal.

I saw what some of my short term goals were for R and I could see some progress in the things I noted in my journal. All of that is has halted since W moved out and D has moved forward, however I am surprisingly okay with it. Its sad that there may have been some chance for R but I know ill be okay after D and will just have to hang on to the lessons I've learned from the whole experience and be better for it.