Thank you for your support and thoughts. I agree h is a gamble still and I do want to end on a high and feeling strong. It's very hard already leaving to seperate countries again. I'm itching to talk to him but I know that won't do anything now and he still has his own demons to battle. Maybe time is needed to absorb the greatness of this trip.
We'll see
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home