"Let it all go" see what the future holds!

[albamarie]

Tonight I can hear my future DIL say my H has made her nervous. He went from 2 yrs of virtual silence, to playing a 3 hour family game with them talking up a storm. I can't even begin to understand what stage this is or what this means in the MLC journey. Today's game instructions came with his hand on my lap, compliments on my intelligence, and offer of food at my command. Yet he is still clearly struggling with MLC, I think he is trying to avoid it thru keeping busy, and making contact with us.

I think my biggest fear is me getting over this and moving on, and him finally coming to terms with life about a day late. Why fear, because it would just be so sad to then leave him behind, and I will at that point.

I would never let that hold me back or slow my progress, it just something I think about. I would basically be taking the whole family with me. It's sad to see how a person can take themselves out of an equation to the point of no return.

I don't know what to do with his friendliness, it's been a while now, but it's not a reconciliation, it's just being comfortable. I feel as if I'm nice,he thinks he's in, feels secure. It's a slippery road.