Man. I'm experiencing a challenging patch with W. Since Thanksgiving I have received the following:
-another ILYBINILWY speech
-I don't intend to love you statement
-Worries about her health because of frequent bathroom trips
-Seeing W crying for the first time in 6 months
-a Christmas in which she basically didn't participate
-several days of open nastiness
-W cleaning up her side of the bedroom for the first time in 6 months
-today an invitation to decide "What in the world we are doing."

What a roller coaster!

I'm hoping to avoid R talk when bedtime comes tonight. No good can come from it. I know what I want and what I'm going to do. Unless she has decided to move out or serve me, we have no new developments to discuss.


Both 40
T-22 M-18
S13
S11

Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13
EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13
EA #2-9/13/13

Moved out and Legally Separated 6/14

"Success is a journey, not a destination."