I'm so glad you've had a nice holiday as a family. My heart smiled reading about the time you, H and the kids had together.
I see no shame in quitting while you are ahead. If you feel you need to retreat some now, then do what YOU need to protect your heart and your kids. He's still a gamble right now, only you know what is best for you right now.
Love to you in this New Year,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson