Guess I belong here now... Part 2

[sweetbabyred]

Now that we're in 2014, I thought I should update.

Xh continued to text me while he was with his family. His youngest nephew kept asking about me and even created a Nintendo mii character that looked like me. He's adorable. Guess that xh just couldn't get away from hearing about me.

When he got back in town, he invited me to watch the cowboys game. He knows I don't like football, but he had my present from my x-sil, so I decided to go over. We had a good time.

I spend NYE with friends/co-workers and had a good time. I had a long drive home, so I didn't drink much, but it was entertaining.

And while part of me wishes that xh would grow up and decide to be my husband again, it's not something that I have control over. I can only work on myself so that I can be much better in the next relationship I'm in.

He's on his journey right now and our paths may never line up again, at least not the way I'd like. But that isn't for me to decide. I need to be strong and stand up for myself, live the life that I'm meant to, and not wait around to see if xh gets his act together.

I guess since we're in a new year, I feel ready for a fresh start. Of course, I could feel differently tomorrow.