BF - yes I do have to work on this. I know exactly what you mean. I have similar experiences with men showing attraction to me saying i am fun, cool etc. sigh...
Ruby- I didn't want to stay in the hotel without him because of two reasons: 1. Two years ago the kids and I wen to Dubai for 5 days and h was meeting us there. I didn't know at the time but he did not stay with is in the hotel. He wasn't living there at the time but was in another hotel with OW. He would show up late, one day he didn't show up at all. The kids were so sad and confused.
2. For the pas two weeks we have had a really good holiday as a family staying together. My thoughts were that going to Dubai now after this with him staying in his own place and us in a hotel... Well I thought it would be too hard again.. I don't know what the situation is with OW- I didn't want the possibility of him saying he is coming for breakfast then doesn't show up for example etc. I didn't want to end the holiday on a possible sad note. I guess I don't trust H enough still.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
