One thing I realised I really have to work on still is my self esteem. Because h does not 'look' at me- or treat me with any interest in who I am or my life etc I still question if I am attractive enough , fun enough, interesting enough etc.

It's so hard.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home