I have been leaving him with my D's the last few times now that he appears to have passed through his manic stage. Even if I go out a few hours then return. I'm building the time up gradually for my own sanity and confidence. He's still very depressed, I don't want to make any mistakes with my D's. I can see that me distancing myself from him is making him miss me.....but I have to take it slow.

I'm sorry there are so many walk away fathers. How can they not see that it's the kids they are hurting not us. Silly silly men. You don't get these seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years back....they're only young once. They only do something first once. I'm not the one missing that......he is.


M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13