So you're dating......good for you!

[CallaghanClown]

Had a sad moment today when it was confirmed that H was on a date with OW the night of our daughters Christmas play. He came to see the play but rushed off and left the kids really upset because they didn't get to spend any time with him.

I felt so angry towards him when I found out because deep down I knew he was up to something. I knew he was rushing off for a reason. But it was when we needed him the most. Power cut, kids crying, no lights......he makes me so mad with his selfish attitude. But my anger won't get me anywhere so I'm getting it all out here.

I'm angry he didn't contact the kids on New Year's Day. I'm angry that the kids don't even miss him. I'm angry that they expect him to let them down. I'm angry that my kids are sad and he doesn't know. That they are having nightmares, sleep walking, crying etc and he has no clue. Silly silly man. I know this is all so much more complicated in his head than I could ever imagine but there is a huge part of me that just wants him to wake up and see what he's missing. My two kids are worth more than anything he could possibly be getting elsewhere. I cant even fathom what more than them he could ever want or need.......

Tomorrow he wants to spend the day with me and the kids....... I'll keep a positive attitude about it.