NYE was good. W went to bed at 11 or so, she has been fighting a cold or something. The boys, S1's GF and I had our own little quiet celebration down in the man cave. It was fun and fulfilling.
Another shift in me seems to have occurred, a further settling in of some things...
I feel good. I feel like I am coming into my own power. Power not of the ego, but from somewhere else, deeper inside. I can love. I can let go. I have preferences, of course, but I will give my best to either.
I am free.
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm