I think I may be sabotaging my relationship subconsciously because I want out too?? Or I am just so damn mad at him I can't stop. Either way I am pretty sure we are done this time.

I will get my own life and take care of my kids!!

M15 T19
D13 S13
BD Affair 9/13
S 11/13
D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together.
Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.