H also has said these things within the last week or so:

-this is hard for him but he has given up at this point
-he doesn't know how I could forgive him for things he's done
-there is a hole where his heart should be/he doesn't feel anything
-he wants to know why I still want to make my life with him-is it because of the holidays and this is hard on all of us?

Sometimes I feel like I am trying to read more into these statements and that there is still hope but the fact that he's moved on and has someone else makes me feel like I'm just setting myself up for more heartache.

I feel like a bandaid is slowly being pulled off instead of just being ripped off...


M-38;H38
M15
D13 & D7
BD 3/2012