thanks so much for reading through FotW!!

It has been a short amount of time, right? But, yes, I'm extremely blessed to have met so many wonderful people here willing to share their experiences and time to help me along the way.

I asked my priest....he said God understands that swear words are just sometimes necessary! LOL

With the state of my H I don't think it's a matter of "if" but "when" I drop the rope....he doesn't like me. Wants nothing to do with me. Can't divorce me fast enough. Hard to stay married to a man like that. Took off my wedding ring last night. Had a great time with my boys (even S19 stayed with us to party instead of going out with friends) my family and friends. Ate and drank too much. Sobbed at 12:15 and then picked myself back up and joined the rest of the room......slowly, disengaging from him.

One day a man will come along to love me beautifully (this is the prayer:))

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my wonderful friends here!!!!!


M 16 T 20
M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15
Bomb drop April 4;
Moved out April 13
D started-full force
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Dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and
you’re gonna hear me ROAR