Hello to all.. it had been along time since I was here, and I feel bad because this is truly the place that saved me through all the crap I faced.
Being Me..I hope that you are taking care of yourself...number one, cause if you don't get yourself straightened out and make teh neccesary changes, then it might be hard to work on the m. How do you learn to trust..well..my h has always been the kindest, most trusting person you could know..that's why it was hard for me to believe that he would have an a...but as he told me he did something "stupid"..the ow was a *itch..a woman who could wiggle her way into any man that was, I guess maybe looking for assurance, and maybe that was what my h needed..and she had ways of controling..and when you go so far, it can be hard to get out...she is the one who broke it off when she found another man that paid more attention to her..and he wasn't married. So I don't know if that tells you anything..I do not sit and wonder where he is,and don't really even question his trust..I believe that God has played a hugh part in our lives, and that we both made changes to better our m. Do i get a little scared? Sure,I sometimes think if he did it once, maybe again..he works at our church, and the secretary is going through a d, and she seems to wear some pretty low cut outfits, I try to talk to him when I feel insecure..he always says I have nothing to worry about, and this gal is not like the other one, but she is thinner than I am, and wears these clothes. I have to pray that the devil will not win and be the best wife that I can be.
Hope that it has helped...give them space..patience..forgiveness.. I will try to become more regular.
