Watching my spouse be in a better mood is like a slap in the face. I didn't show any emotion, yes i am wallowing in self pity, but holy F(#$..... To have someone you love just basically not give a s($# about you....tearing me apart.
I know logically the reasons, I know I am not the only one. Hurt leads to wanting to get angry. Oh how good it would feel (temporarily and causing damage) to just vent at her. Man, to be able to call her names, tear her down, give her a turn at crying.
I know, I know. I needed to vent. _________________________ me 41 w43 married 20 years BD 10/10/13 ILYBNILWY.... 4 kids, 21,18,8,6
me 41 w43 married 20 years BD 10/10/13 ILYBNILWY.... 4 kids, 21,18,8,6
