No idea what's going on but as far as I can tell we have taken a HUGE step back in the last two weeks. He is out of town with OW after telling me repeatedly he wasn't going, has no call/ no showed on the kids twice and ignores my texts and email.
The good news is I am more angry and fed up and hurt than I have ever been in the entire 16 years I have known him and that is giving me the strength for serious no contact and boundary enforcing. I don't even want to look at him or speak to him and I find myself wondering if there's any hope at all of fixing this or am I just crazy to even want it. And I'm not even sure I even want it at this point.
