I'm also wondering if I should've kept up the guise that I'm ok hanging out as "friends". I pretty much told her it s*cks that this is happening and I still obviously have feelings toward her.

Honestly, I was cool just hanging out with her. For some reason I'm not sad or emotional when it's just me and her. But after this conversation I told her that I'm hurt. Which I obviously am but I did a really good job of staying positive and upbeat. Maybe ill let things cool and see what my next move should be. Or maybe I'm completely delusional and I should go completely dark. Ugh!!

Me-35 Com law-28
S-3
T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu
1st bu- 2/2012
Rec-4/2013
2nd bu-10/2013
IC-2 yrs(anger issues)
MC- 5 mnths-fail
OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14
New OM ~10/4/14