I really appreciate your feedback on my post. And yes....you have been the one I've followed the last 6 months....you gave me "HOPE" even at some of my most struggling moments. Your H came back to you, just when my H decided to sep. Yet...you are there and got there after such a long haul. Your PATIENCE and FORGIVENESS really hit me square in the face. That is what held me together, along with my spiritual awakenings....God is the main player here, and only He really can help us soften our hearts, forgive, and learn how to re-connect with our WAS....when they're ready, that is.
It is still a struggle within at times....old memeories creep up and can get me nervious. But watching H's actions and feeling his presence and his constant appreciation of how we are relating....helps me to STOP the neg. thinking. Like I said, we have a long ways to go.....re-building the trust, etc....but I'm willing to go there and be patient.
You deserve all the happiness and joy you both are feeling. I will keep your H in my thoughts and prayers for a meaningful job in the near future. Keep up the good work....and we all appreciate you moments of checking in when you can. And by no means, should you feel obligated to get on the BB too often....your prioity is your M and family and that's where all those wonderful efforts should continue to go.
Thanks for inspiring me several months ago and the continued feedback. I have your email and will send you off a note soon. Mooka
