Had some ups and downs over the past few days. Last night I went to bed feeling angry and with resentment. Woke feeling the same. When H got here I couldn't face him. But a run in the cold wind, a hot shower and an Al anon meeting and I was back to my perky self.

H gave me a shoulder rub and I returned the favour. He said he's booking in with our MC again next week......I didn't react to this. Just listened. He's not the only one that is confused.....my head spins.

The kids seem to be suffering this week. D6 is sleep walking again. D4 was in my bed last night. Not sure if it's the Christmas break or the realisation daddy isn't coming home. Plus they seem to be questioning his actions more and more these days. I'm mind reading....I'll just give added cuddles and lots of nice chats.


M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13