This is a VERY hard two week period. If you can stay sane during this period its an achievement. Drink as liitle alcohol as possible right now!
You will survive this, you will regain control of your life
Baby steps
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13