Divorce on the table, Hoping for miracle

[NeedingMore]

PS...I also meant to tell you that you will one day be too tired to keep it at the highly emotional level you are living at right now. In the last few days that I had detached, I got a bit of a head cold. I feel it was like a sign that I had finally let down my guard. Being sick, I did not have the energy to worry about BF anymore. So it was all very timely. I had no choice but to literally take care of myself. I'm not saying to go out and get germs... But take a deep breath and care for YOURSELF like you would if you were sick!