I'm sorry that's the case but you found what you found because you needed to find it.

But it doesn't really change anything, this was going on before, you just didn't really know it.

The question for you remains the same.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss