The end of another year...

I have to say that as an adult I do not particularly enjoy this holiday period. there is such a long build up, full of hype and expectations which rarely materialize. And it is all over so quickly - leaving you flat and fat!

I couldn't have guessed where I would be now when this year began, and I can't guess what this year will bring. I just start with hope.

The hope that I will be able to get a job and support myself, that I will have fun, laughter and joy in my life and that one day I will have the freedom to do what I want, when I want.

The biggest problem I have right now is knowing what it is I really want..!