Trains and Boats and Planes.......

[WenikiTiki]

I don't know why but today was one of those days, I had men falling over themselves to fix things for me, computer lines, messed up desks, interns being assigned. And one cutie-pie asked me where were my glasses. (I told him they wee not working today.) They weren't, still aren't. It was just a day when people seemed tuned to my needs.

Then when I walked out to my car one of my co-workers, a 29 year old sweetie expressed her concerns that she would never find someone to trust, to love. And I told her she had to trust, and she might get hurt. And I also told her that dating wasn't permanent. She could meet people and not have to keep seeing them. I sense she has been hurt before.

She has a rockin' body. I have worked with her for 6 months and have seen her be nothing but sweet, kind, smart. She seems like a person who should be a wife, mommy. Anyway, our parking lot talk made me sad. Who knows why. Maybe I just want a happy ending for us all.

I did go to the mall before I came home. I practiced a little retail therapy. I love a good coupon.

Now I will practice a little meditation. My anxiety level is way too high. I think the end of my alone time with my X off island is bothering me.

Aloha Friends!