Is it that obvious Pud? I stay physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted daily. I love my kids and I'm working my a$$ off for them and making myself better. You just wish there was someone besides the people behind the names on these boards that understood and appreciated what I'm doing. I know we are supposed to do it for ourselves, and we do, but we are all here because we love our spouses and want to avoid losing them.
It's been a rough stretch. Thanksgiving to Christmas to Anniversary to New Years. Not a great set of events for someone whose W "Does not love them," yet is still here in the house and refuses to leave. I'm "on" 24-7 and having to deal with her disrepectful actions and hateful looks all the time.
I love the new me. I really enjoy talking to people and listening in general. I love being very involved in the lives of my sons. I have learned to not be so critical and judgmental. That makes life generally more pleasant.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
