Divorce on the table, Hoping for miracle

[Groov]

Thanks FlyOnTheWall.

[qoute:Fly]Its hard I know, its going to feel raw for a while still, let yourself grieve, cry, but don't hold it in, and don't let wife see it.[/quote]

I have been having a freakout session today. My fears have been really taking the drivers seat. As far as W seeing anything... She's not around... (WAW)

You have to start somewhere, sometime. Give yourself some small obtainable goals, start with just this week first. Or day to day if you have to. It might be a small jog around the block to start. Don't paralyze yourself with all the fear right now, vent. You'll feel better, slowly, but surely.

What am I starting...? Fear management... I am so trying to have faith. Monday's seem to always be tough as I have my kids on the weekends and an interaction with W. Tough to look her in the eyes and listen to her talk about D.

Groov