I am so where you are at right now. It's been three months since my H moved back, today is the one year anniversary of the bomb and I have no idea what I'm doing anymore.
Quote: I was finally at a place of such peace and comfort
The good thing is no matter what is happening I still have this peace and comfort place inside of me. It's where I go when I'm struggling, when I think H is pulling away, when I think H isn't staying, when I know H is still in contact with OW and on and on.