H said yesterday he wants to file for D ASAP when he he the money. It's over and he wants to be divorced now... Before he said we'd just not be together any more and not file so I will be able to be on his insurance. H said he doesn't care he will pay for my insurance so we can divorce. H has really been angry lately. Says he doesn't want to fight and get along.....Doesn't seem that way when we talk??? This am I told him okay do what you have to do. I can't stop you and you know I don't want it. It's different this time around 7 years ago he was more interactive. Not this time and he seems more angry and cold. Very determined to me done. Before when the kids wanted to included me in an activity, he would usually agree. We haven't had many times to do it but he has told the kids it's with him only.... This is going to be a tough journey this time...
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
