I feel driven for the R talks because I want things to be over, happy, normal, peaceful. Even if anything I said appeared to change his mind, I know now that it would only be because I 'forced' him to do this and not because he wanted to, so in reality things would not change or be different or be any better than they are now. It would only be temporary and false. I think this is what happened the last time we went through a crisis. He came back but really wasn't happy with his decision.

He NEEDS to have his own private journey to find peace within himself. Let him do that Pud, let him do that. Release.

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.