Finding nuggets of gold on this Great Big Hill

[Pudmuddle]

You are both right. I am still trying to control the situation and him and trying to make him all better. I know I wasn't very db last night, but that is what happens when I get so emotional. Something I am trying very hard to work on. I will really, really, really work on letting him go this time. That is my assignment. I will start posting on my new thread how I am going to do that. I know you all will hold me to it.

I always feel like I need to understand things and why and how people can be cruel and drop you like a hot potato when it suits them. But in reality, I don't need to understand that. I need to move on from them and keep being the best me, without someone who chooses to treat me this way. I can do this.