KAW..so great to hear from you..I miss all the great "talks"..you have played a major part of where I am today...you have always been able to explain something in a way that really helped me to see something in a different light. How are things with you and CAW? I am hoping since I don't see your thread, that they are ok or even better?Would I be too bold to give you my e-mail so we could chat more? I surely understand if you are not ok with that..I met someone here awhile back and finally gave my email out and then phone number and we are best of friends...like we were meant to know each other.
Things are going great..infact I am at h apt, and he is sitting right here as I type..does not aske what I am doing, and I don't intend to share this with him..we continue to talk..the insecure feelings come up when I am with him..and I told him I need to talk them out each time..I wonder if counseling would be a benifet to me right now..any thoughts from anyone..guess though with h with out job, that the $ really is not there..I could talk to pastor..mostly I need to vent my feelings and then decide how I want to deal with them.