" I see the images of how he proposed, and how every woman when they hear the story just falls to pieces over how romantic it was and every guy is hoping their wife isn't comparing my proposal with theirs. I see how crazy in love he was with me then, how he gave up absolutely everything to be with me. I see promises, love, commitment, and complete adoration. I see the man I trusted with every ounce of me. I see the relationship that everyone wants to have. And then I see it all broken."
Raine, you know now. You know how valuable and fragile that love is, you know what can be lost.
It may be broken right now, but not forever.
I think it is very good that you are open about your triggers. They are going to happen. Work through them together. You know he loves you, you know he cares.
Hang in there
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."