Hi,,All..just a quick update..went with h to bowling again..on the way home I told him I am not going again..he asked why..I said it makes me sick to look at her and to see them laughing and high-fiving..he said ok...I really kinda ruined the rest of the evening, as I was so quiet and bothered that it got to me..I told him that these things are bound to come out along he way..he was willing to listen and even talk to me about them..I told him I was worried that someone else might come along..he said" it will never happen again"..I don't like having these doubts..but am dealing with them as they come.
Otherwise things are great...we talk almost daily and see each other a few times during the week and on weekends. There is always hope for those who are willing to believe and wait..
