Thank you Job,
I worked yesterday and then went to the drug store and bought them out of everything:)

I didn't call him back, but yesterday was hard. I did a lot of moping and some crying (on the way home from work) so very lonely. Got a text from H this mooring

Hello W have you had a chance to make an appointment with the bank?
Hi H I've talked to them He's working with my lawyer
(H) OK I've asked my Lawyer where we were and he told me to contact you directly to see what was happening

I haven't responded back. I have nothing to say and SOOOO much I want to say/ask. I'm desperate to ask him to come home, even though I know that if he were to ask I'd say not until we work things out.......I guess I just need a reminder not to answer. Not to engage. That he can't hear me right now.

Sick, lonely, tired and blue.....not a good combo, eh? smile


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Bomb drop April 4;
Moved out April 13
D started-full force
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Dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and
you’re gonna hear me ROAR