So here's what it boils down to in a nutshell, what do you want to do?

Do you want to accept where you are, stand back, continue to work on you and see what happens or are you done?

I know you've danced around that question a few times but in the end, it is up to you.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss