It's like you lived my life there. Similar thing. I had no friends, no life, no activities, no one to talk to while I was in shock from the BD but she had her life, her network of friends she prepped to help her...she was out drinking with her friends who "took her out to make her feel better" while I was left alone with the kids to stew in the S#** by myself.
You have no reason to feel bad about your anger, it's normal and you need to ride it out. Just do it by hitting the gym extra hard or something like that...maybe talk to a friend you trust, talk smack about her with a safe person who understands...you can even post your rants here, no one's going to judge you.
Congrats on the healing, as difficult as it is.
Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.
