My W is stubborn as well. I am too. MIL would joke that we were the most stubborn people but I was the worst and our kid would be mule headed lol.
I hung out with friends lastnite and drank too much. I did on Christmas eve too. Not good. And both nights I slept in the truck instead of coming home. I've noticed I had been avoiding the house on several occasions. I can't do that.
It's cold and starting to snow. Whenever it did we would cuddle and watch horror movies. It was one of our past times. I'm missing her a lot.
Today I plan to pack more of her stuff, clean up the house some, and try to stay calm. I had a panic attack yesterday with it. Seems pretty common.
Idk when my in laws will be here. That's giving me anxiety. They should've started heading this way Friday but idk. I haven't heard anything.
I am going to tell W that The insurance policies will soon be changed but she'll be on there for the time being. The house is in the process of being packed. I cannot send her anything, especially money. I'm not the one to be supporting her now.
I thought I'd word it like that. Straight forward, not too nice, not too mean. I was having a hard time with exactly what to say and how to word it. Which is messed up because I should be able to talk to her easily. But things are different now and I have to stand strong, confident, and not be weak anymore. 180. It'll change things. I think it'll freak her out some. She will be pissed, scared, and hopefully reality will hit her. I don't expect a reply right away.
We were having contact by text every week. Mostly a hello and asking how are you. Her reply was always, "good. I hope that you are well." So not human, not her normal self.
