I am rooting for you, grasshopper... I hope your holiday was awesome.
Everyone here helps keep me going. I have been soaking up the pool and beach. I have met some interesting guests and employees at the hotel. The people who work the front desk, the restaurant, and the bar call me by my first name. I have had conversations that lasted for hours. I had one evening where I was alone in the hotel hot tub with a very attractive and younger woman, long after the pool closed. It started out as talking about life and relationships when she made it clear she... let's just say she wanted something more. I did not take her up on her offer. It felt good to be desirable, but my heart still belongs to my W and I just can't even entertain the idea right now. I have treated myself to some nice meals and have even gone to the movies twice, something I haven't done nearly all year. One movie, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty, was not profound, but it seemed appropriate for my sitch.
