Hoping ~ I haven't posted to you, but I just read your post to Wonder and came here to read your story.
I am not through all of your past threads yet, but from what I can see, you have been through so much and have grown and learned as a result. Your patience is amazing and proves that anything can happen if we stick to DBing!!!
I will finish reading your old threads soon, but just wanted to say "WAY TO GO!!!!"
Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)