Thanks..guys..Jackie..you are so right..how we handle ourselves is an important key to success...
Mooka...I will look for you..are you here or on another sight? I am so happy that I have been able to show others that there is hope...having faith and strength can get you through so much..I was truly ready to move on alone..and that is what i told h just a few weeks ago...I did not want to, but I was not going to force him to come back or start begging..I was going to live life to the fullest..never stop working on you..it is a day to day process.
Deb..don't throw in the towel..just put it aside for awhile, if that is what is needed...3 year is the record!!??? H has been gone almost 1 1/2 years..but the m really started going down hill in 2000..they say it can take in moths to repair a m, that you are m..so it would be 25 months..wow that sounds like a long time..is that from the very beginning, or from the time you start the piecing? Hang tight...miracles happen...prayers are answered..not laways our time frame..but they are answered.
I used to ask God to bring h back to me..then I changed it to.."help h find the happiness he is seeking..and if it is wiht me..great, if not then I will accept that"..kinda powerful!!
Dotty..you are and angel that came into my life...I feel good things are in store for you..