Oh BK I know exactly how you feel!!! It svcks doesn't it??? I wish I could give you a big hug!!!
The holidays don't mean the same without our kids. I had a pity party too. I felt better last night after talking to the kids. Holding them and seeing them does me a world of good.
Please know you are not alone!! I'm here as are others!!!
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"