I think if i give it a little thought i could come around to feeling more compassion for those who dont know the right think to say so they say nothing or something weird...more compassion for them than sorry for myself. Because they are limiting themselves and putting distance out of fear and anxiety. It's easier to be the one with feelings that hurt for a minute and are then let fo.

I dont make sense bc im tired and hungry, dad's bringing dinner over soon.

Thanks to my new Surviving peeps who read my stuff, it really helps.

Adinva 51, S20, S18
M24 total
6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out
9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50
5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend
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Happiness is a warm puppy.