it sounds like you held Christmas together well! Great job!
I, too, was hoping for a Christmas Miracle, and in a way, I got one. We spent the day at my parents' and H was acting like his "old self." He was laughing & joking, offered to help my father put something together. After dinner, my father tols my mom and I to sit and relax and he began clearing the table...H just got up and helped too. He didn't interact much with me, but a few times there was eye contact...not the norm since BD.
Reading about how you and H worked as a team makes me happy. I know the lack of intimacy [censored], that was definately some emotional intimacy...IMO.
