I wish very much that I could do the coaching, but unfortunately I can't afford it...It seems as if I just had someone to talk to right now. For someone to listen to what's going on right now. More than anything right now I feel very alone, as she acts like everything is roses. I feel like she is doing this to get underneath my skin....and as much as it does I refuse to let her see it.... I know that she knows she is making a bad decision by choosing to not work on things, but her mind seems to be made up at this point.... All that being said, I will not move out...I must rely on The Lord for strength and patience....please Lord.....
