Tired, what you describe is very much in keeping with MLC. Crisis of faith, dating, keeping a fantasy that he'll come home etc. Have you read Cadet's links yet?
I get that you want out. That's a choice only you can make. But it helps to understand a bit more about what's going on so you can detach and keep the emotions in check. The alternative is to keep the anger for a long time - I don't wish that on anyone.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
