I'll pack things properly and label boxes. Plan to start it tomorrow. I'll still have to work so it won't be all day but if I give it some time it shouldn't take too long. A few days or so and I should have it done. Matter of starting and seeing it through.
She's made it clear to friends that she's not coming back here. I know she's only seeing negative and speaking in absolutes but it doesn't make it easier, for me anyway.
I'm going to let her know that I'm packing the house, insurance policies will soon be changed, and that I can't support her by sending money. I think this will be a reality check for her and it's needed. The idea is it'll gey things moving one way or another. Idk if it's a good thing yet but she does need to know. I feel stuck.
I'm trying to be patient but idk if that's best right now. My goal is to be together again. I've given it a lot of thought. It's what I want but it's all up to her when and if.
