THANK YOU ALL...for your support...your caring.....I again don't havemuch time...h asked me to go with him for his bowling night...ff is his partner, but I don't think she will be there...I feel better today..called him and we talked a little..told him that I still feel unsure about my feelings..he said he can't figure out why I am not angry, bitter, why I did not scream and yell and hate him for what he has "done"...I said that I am afraid that might come later, he said if it is not now, maybe not.....said I must be a better person, cause he is not sure that he would take this as well if things were reversed..I said that love and forgiveness can be very strong...
Is this all for sure...he say's yes....gotta go...I even dressed like it is a new guy
